I didn’t
really want to go.
It’s such a waste.
But…
We
parked amidst an ocean of cars and made our way to the door.
A
banner hung over the entrance with that famous red and white shield and the
words “Doing The Most Good”
Yeah
right; doing the most good? Maybe out
on the street or down at the mission, but here? With us? As much as Jesus loves
people, even He wouldn’t show up for something like this.
My wife
and I stepped aside and held the door for an elderly couple to shuffle through.
The man
pushed a walker; he had a silver beard like Santa, but Abe Lincoln tall. I
thought he looked like someone who’d smoke a pipe, play chess and spent a life
time sailing.
When he
got midway through, he stopped. He turned, in slow motion, his blue eyes
pierced mine.
At that
moment all went quiet. I stood there, holding the door, and he stood there,
holding up the line.
Finally,
after an eternity of three seconds or four, he nodded and smiled, “Why thank
you, young man.”
I can’t
explain it, but it was like he really meant it, from way down deep inside. I
could feel it.
His
wife stood behind, her hand on his back. She smiled at him and then at me, “My
oh my, what a kind gentleman.” She was lovely and graceful and the tremor in
her voice reminded me of Katharine Hepburn.
I
smiled, my wife chuckled, and the two eased on through, as one.
We
stepped into a Fellowship Hall where a handful of ladies were handing out
tickets, “For the free drawing—thank you for volunteering.”
Abe and
Katharine stopped. “You two young’uns go on ahead, me and my gal will tag along
behind.”
She
patted his back and lifted a comfortable smile.
I told
them it was alright, we weren’t in a hurry, but he insisted, so we went ahead.
From
there we were swept into the flow of hundreds of people filling plates from
long tables filled with food…that could’ve been used to feed the hungry, instead
of folks like us, who obviously hadn’t
missed a meal in a long, long time, if ever.
The
chatter quieted as folks paused to take a bite and chew in harmony with gospel
hymns serenaded by The Volunteer Salvation Army Brass Quartet.
We made
our way toward an empty table near the front. I paused to say “thank you for
your service” to a couple young men in uniform. They thanked me right back.
My
wife, Roxy, waited at the table until I sat down. Without saying a word, she
reached out and with her hand in mine we bowed our heads and gave thanks. The
others at our table must’ve noticed because the talking ceased until we were
through. I appreciated that, and told them so.
We’d
just started to eat when I noticed Abe with two plates full of food resting on
the seat of his walker.
His gal
was tagging along, carrying two cups of coffee. Suddenly she stopped, her hands
started to shake. She held the cups out
away from her as coffee splashed, the more it splashed, the more she
shook.
I
dropped my fork and hustled. “Can I—”
She
held the cups toward me, her eyes said, please.
I took
the cups and headed toward a stack of napkins on the last table. I tossed the
cups in the trash and grabbed half the stack. I heard her precious voice tell
Abe, “Stand right here—so no one slips.”
When I
turned around Katharine was right behind me. I told her I’d take care of it,
but she just smiled at me, and then, at the napkins and held out a trembling
hand.
I
placed half the napkins in her hand, and when I did, she grabbed my hand in
both of hers. The world stopped again, like it did when Abe stopped midway
through the door.
It
seemed in that moment that her trembling stopped…and mine began. Her eyes
glistened as her smile reached her eyes, “Thank you.”
I don’t
know why, but just like before, I’d never been thanked quite like that. It kind
of left me breathless.
She
turned and led the way back to her husband.
I slid
the napkins back and forth across the spill. Before I was through, the sweet
lady, with some effort, was on her knees and wiping too.
“Ma’am
I can get—”
She
shook her head and held up her hands. “I want to help.”
I
nodded.
Her
eyes dropped to her trembling hands. “I should’ve known not to trust you to
carry the coffee.” Then, she smiled.
I
looked at her, and then her hands.
She
lifted her shoulders up and down, “They’re not too good for hauling coffee—”
she smiled big and bright like a child—“but they’re great for ringing bells.”
And
then she laughed right out loud. It was one of those laughs that make you laugh
right out loud too, even if nothing’s funny.
I did…and
somewhere in there I forgot that I didn’t want to be there.
Her
sweet voice trembled again, “Thank You—”
“I’m
just glad I could—” but then, I realized, she wasn’t talking to me.
Her
eyes were closed; her hands were folded—“for the kindness of this young man.
You are so good to us.” She looked at me. But spoke to Him. “Do him some good.”
I kept
wiping the floor, but felt like I needed to wipe my eyes.
She
smiled, handed me her wad of napkins and looked up at Abe.
He kept
one hand on the walker, reached out with the other and helped his gal, to her
feet.
Then,
he looked me square in the eye, like he did at the door, “Thank you young man.”
He squeezed his eyes shut and repeated those same words. “Do him some
good.”
Now, I
grew up going to a little church. If the doors were open, we were there, in our
old wooden pew. So, I’ve been prayed for a time or two…or a thousand and
twenty. All kinds of prayers; long, short, loud, quiet, hands on, hands off,
spit flying, bad breath or just as quiet as a whisper with breath as sweet as
honey, you name it, I’ve been through it …but never, not once in all those
years, had I ever felt prayed for, like I felt prayed for at that moment.
Back at
the table we finished our meal while the Major stood behind a microphone and
told us about the thousands fed and clothed and sheltered, but with every topic
the main theme wasn’t about them and what they’d done, but...us. No matter what
he was talking about he’d always swing back around to the same recurring theme,
“we couldn’t do it without our volunteers, thank you.”
The
brochure on the table caught my eye; Salvation Army Volunteer Luncheon. Under
the red shield were those words again, Doing The Most Good. I read that part
again, but in my head I heard the words of Jesus, “Greater works than these shall you do.”
I
always wondered about that. How could anyone do greater works than Jesus?
Healing the sick, opening blind eyes, raising the dead, walking on water,
catching a boatload of fish? Yet, He said it, and He’s no liar. But, why now?
Why’d those words come to me now?
I looked around that room filled with folks
eating and talking and laughing. I watched it all. A lady delivered fresh
coffee to Abe and Kat. A couple of men hauled empty plates to the trash. A guy pulled out the chair for his pregnant wife
and a lady cleaned off a table. A small group had gathered around the soldiers,
they were shaking hands and patting shoulders. Like an instant replay, in my
mind, I watched myself hold the door and wipe the floor. And about then the
band was playing the old familiar hymn, Make me a blessing.
While
watching and listening to all of them and all of that, it occurred to me, that
if Jesus were here, He’d do this. He’d have a meal, for his volunteers; to hold
their hand, to laugh, to cry, to look them in the eye, to wait on tables. It’d
be just like Him to turn a simple gift into a great big feast.
My eyes
wandered around the room again until they landed on Abe and Kat…and I saw Him,
in them, all of them; from the ladies at the door handing out tickets, to the
men hauling trash…and believe it or not, even in the guy who was wiping the
floor—the guy who had showed up with a bad attitude, thinking it was such a
waste.
I
whispered my new favorite prayer, “Do ‘em some good.” The words I’d read
somewhere from the book of Acts came rolling back, Jesus went about doing good.
All of
a sudden I wanted to share the moment. I
snapped a picture of the brochure and posted it to Facebook. Comments started
to roll in right away, one of which said:
“What
would the world do without volunteers?”
Without
thinking, I replied:
“In a
word, I'd say: Die.
But,
thank God, it's already been done, by The Greatest Volunteer there's ever been:
Greater love has no one than this, that he
lay down his life for his friends. (John 15:13)
I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd
lays down His life for the sheep. (John 10:11)
Willingly
He volunteered for you, for me, for…the salvation of an army.
So
together, as a family, as a His body, we can go about, doing the most good.
1 comment:
Such a touching and inspirational story, Doug. Yes, doing the most good, our utmost for His highest.
Blessings!
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